12.05

i miss you -- understatement of the year
no other way to describe how i really feel
feeling helpless knowing this out of my control
at the same time wishing you're feeling the same way

i miss you -- that much i know is true
my heart's restless 'till i see you again
can't really explain why i feel this way
i'd fall asleep hoping to dream about you

xKx

12.13

i've got all the motivation i need to write
but not exactly what i'd call inspiration
ranting is what i'm actually doing
putting all my heartache and sadness in words
this way seems to be so much safer
there'd be no hangover in the morning
just a reminder when i look back one day
of the on time i felt so vulnerable, so breakable

xKx

16.16

i keep replaying it in my mind
the way you laugh, the way you smile
the way you always try to make a joke
though not really funny, i still laugh along

it's so easy and comfortable to be around you
i always look forward to our life story conversations
where i enjoy learning more about you every time
and most of the time, you actually talk more than i do

though it's just been a while, you've been a good friend
somehow you can cheer me up whenever i'm down
and it can't be helped that you're real cute too
with all that, i'm just very glad i met you

xKx

15.54

my mind is tired from thinking
my heart is heavy from feeling
not exactly sure on how or what i should feel
or for whom would the feelings be for
confused little heart of mine is crying
both the happy tears and for another broken heart
who do i turn to now for comfort and advice
when someone once told me to follow my heart
which has led me to the situation i am in now

xKx

15.37

i'm on a plane to Rome
sitting by this window seat
looking out, all i see are clouds
all white, so peaceful and calm
anything else i see is a dot
and from your point of view down there
i'm part of the sky now

xKx

00.53

all the stress is getting to me
i'm unsure how to deal with it
i want to scream to let it all out
also want to cry when it gets too much
i just want everything to be over with
to wake up from this nightmare
and get rid of this terrible headache
so i don't have to feel so blue

xKx

13.13

i just want to write
my mind is screaming
my thoughts are floating
time is passing by

my dreams told me a story
while my mind has it on replay
i try to put it down on paper
before i slowly start to forget

like a fountain, it all just pours out
overflowing, word after word, line after line
being written down almost effortlessly
making it become a beautiful story to share

xKx

12.04

i'm staring at the board
all i hear and see are numbers
but all i can think of are words
all meaningless unless put together
so i'm trying to make them rhyme
and all i came up with are these six lines

xKx

00.40

i know i've just been wasting time
by sitting here and daydreaming
i can't really help it, can't be stopped
because it's constantly on my mind

i've got all the inspiration that i need
mix it with some music to finish a song
but all i'd rather do is stay in bed
stare at the ceiling and dream of you

xKx

13.17

things seem to be slowly changing
people are starting to have their assumptions
and giving their opinions on matters of the heart
but why am i the one under pressure
while you stand there quite clueless
although i don't really want you to know
afraid things just won't turn out right

xKx

02.26

what do you do
when what was hypothetical before
is now slowly becoming reality

how do you deal
with all the thoughts and feelings
that's clouding your mind and filling your heart

when do you stop
overthinking each word, each line, each laugh
or overanalysing every scenario and every conversation

how do you know
if you're ready, if it's true or if it's right
and that's time to stop daydreaming because it's real

when do you know
that you should stop thinking and make a decision
to just let go and move on or maybe hold on, just a little tighter

xKx

00.17

missing you is an understatement
there are no words to really describe how i feel
i feel this emptiness and loneliness of being incomplete
there's this longing and the restlessness of the heart

through the crowd, i keep on looking
for that familiar face i want to see
i listen to all the sounds and conversations
hoping that i might be able to just hear your laugh

because of that, i'd know that you're around
and i would be able to see your smile
only then i wouldn't be so sad or lonely
because i don't have to miss you anymore

xKx

18.33

being unlucky in love is the reason i forgot what love was about

but one day, all that changed for i started believing again

thanks to that unforgettable summer

i was staring to think there might be hope for me

there you were, another friendly face

a new friend, with a potential of being more

but i'm taking things slowly, there's no need to rush

don't really want to fall if i'm gonna get hurt in the end again

xKx

01.57

love hasn't always gone my way before
everytime i fall, i just get hurt even more
tears were always shed for someone who couldn't stay
so i put my heart aside and leave love for some other day

maybe love isn't just for me
i gave up searching for something i couldn't see
i wanted something no one could give
everytime i got scared, i would just leave

i'm a hopeless romantic who believed in fairytales
but now i'm one of those who has given up on true love
no more daydreaming, no more wishing on stars
reality has set in that maybe love isn't for me

xKx

01.54

can't get it out of my mind
distracted by what i'm feeling too
i'm on a look-out for your smile
or maybe i'd just hear you laugh
so i'll be able to catch a glimpse of you
and that will be enough to make my day

xKx

19.40

wherever i am, i seem to find myself thinking of you
on a bus, having lunch, in a lecture, thoughts fill my mind
then and there i realize why, i'm slowly falling for you
unexpected, unintended, surprisingly it all just happened

i don't want to overthink anything
or overanalyse situations we were in
i don't want to assume something
only to be disappointed in the end

unsure what to do or how to handle it
should i pursue it and get closer to you
or should i try to stay away by ignoring this
but maybe i'll just let it be and let life happen

xKx

14.48

it hasn't been mine for long
and now i've already lost it
i'm not sure when, where, how
or even why it happened
but now that it's missing, i don't feel to good
i feel like a kid who just lost her favorite toy
guess i'd admit i got used to having it around
everything's different now so i really want it back
but i don't even know where to start looking for it
maybe i'll just end up getting another one
something i'll settle for, that's unlike the original
or maybe i'll just find it when i least expect to
and if not, then that's something i have to get used to

xKx

22.08

the stars seem to be out tonight
and i can't help but stare at them
this doesn't happen very often
so this simply makes me smile
i think they're just so beautiful
that i'd like to make one wish
i close my eyes for a moment
and i find myself thinking of you
hoping that wherever you are
you're looking up at the dark night sky
and making one wish on a star too

xKx

15.44

i wake up to the sun in my face
it's such a good morning to just stay in bed
i get ready and bring out my shades
now i'm heading to the park just to relax and chill out
and maybe i'll bring some of my friends along

xKx

12.59

you've got this smile on your face
that intrigues me to what you're thinking
it's your mysteries personality you don't show
with the lifestyle you live that i don't understand
now i got to remind myself why i like you
when i don't seem to know you at all

xKx

12.51

i'm back to singing all these love songs
find a lyric with which i can relate to
you'll hear me humming a familiar tune
with a smile on my face and twinkle in my eyes
but don't be fooled, i'm not in love, no not yet
i'm just falling for him, slowly but hard
waiting for all my daydreaming to turn into reality

xKx

01.49

trust your heart to me
i promise never to break it
put your faith in me
know that i'll always be around
beleive all that i will say
i'd stay honest and faithful
listen to the beat of my heart
look me straight in the eyes
and you'll feel what i feel
so as you lightly squeeze my hand
and show a reassuring smile
i'd happily take that as a yes

xKx

02.01

my heart is heavy

my head is spinning

i'm thinking like crazy

can't get it out of my mind

i want to hug you

i'd take in your scent

and lay my head on your shoulder

hoping maybe everything will be alright

xKx

22.05

in the darkness of the night
there's one candle that's shining bright
it's your guide to your destination
in the journey you chose to go alone to
it's your spark of hope
when you think all is lost
your constant reminder, as long as it's burning
never to give up and keep fighting
and just like the candle on the cake
make a wish before blowing it out
somehow knowing you'd be okay
and everything is gonna b alright

xKx

Ondoy

without any warning, without a clue
our lives change right in front of our eyes
disaster strikes when we least expect it
how do you start over when you are the victims
what can you do to help those in need
donate some money, clothes and food
volunteer time and all effort to help
offer a prayer too for everyone's safety
spread the news so more people are aware
together we can move forward to make a new start
all for a better tomorrow for the Philippines

xKx


to help, you can:
http://www.redcross.org.ph

21.49

this crush doesn't seem to be going away soon
i need to stay away before i fall harder
you seem to be perfect that everyone likes you
i'm afraid that this crush would turn into more

whenever you're around, i always want to be near you
i enjoy all our conversations and the laughs we share
you're a true gentleman, sweet and quite smare too
how can anyone not find you charming at all

it's actually great my parents already like you
my mom trusts you while my dad has plans for you
ok, so maybe i think i'm already falling hard
hoping that you will be there to catch me

xKx

21.50

how do you finish writing a poem
when all inspiration is lost
how do you finish cooking your meal
when all ingredients run out
how do you finish singing a shong
when all melody is gone
how are you suppose to smile again
when you're dreaming with a broken heart

xKx

02.15

struggling to keep both eyes open
trying hard not to fall asleep
maybe i'll get a book to read
or turn to a random channel on tv
anything to keep me awake
i don't want to fall asleep and then wake up
only to find out everything wasn't real
afraid that it was all just a dream

xKx

02.05

it certainly has been a while now
slowly getting used to not having you around
i wonder how much longer i should wait
before i'll be able to talk to you and see you again

each day just seems to drag on
nothing new, exciting or interesting is happening
another ordinary day for this life routine
i'd let life run it's course only to suddenly be surprised

feelings change just like people do
things happen for a reason is what they all say
i'd get some rest and just let things be
and maybe i'd be able to sleep well tonight

xKx

01.52

it's getting harder and harder each day
to just sit here waiting patiently for you
you said goodbye and left with a hug
and now you're back without any warning

my mind's full of unanswered questions
while my heart's restless, unsure what to feel
but my head's telling me to just let it all go
maybe this is just how things are meant to be

i should leave things as they are
and not to expect anything more
this is me, preparing for the heartbreak
hoping to be surprised instead in the end

xKx

09.59

can't believe that summer's almost over
i guess time really flies when you're having fun
gotta make the most of what's left
while still waiting for something great to happen

this has already been my busiest summer
working most days, sleeping whenever i can
there are get-togethers and movie nights too with some extra effort
should i be worried with changes that autumn could possibly bring

four months ago, i know this summer would be different
now four months laterm i feel there's so much more i can do
but i guess all that can wait till next year comes round
all i'd do now is think back on the memories of this summer

and somehow i know i'd never forget

xKx

12.33

i've been living with this emptiness
like solving a puzzle without a clue
pretending there's no void in my life
acting like there's no hole in my heart
putting up walls against any emotion
showing a strong facade for everyone to see

xKx

22.18

where are the stars tonight?
i just need to make one wish
maybe i'll throw a penny in the fountain
then close my eyes and simply whisper
like i do before blowing out all the candles
or maybe, just maybe, if i think long and hard enough
my wish, this dream, could and would simply come true

xKx

11.05

out in the park
under the sun
lying on the grass
enjoying the heat
i put my shades on and fall asleep.

the packed lunches
with frisbees flying
there's even sunbathing
and card-playing too
don't you feel like you're at the beach?

building sandcastles
splashing in the water
walking around barefoot
to feel the sand between my toes
isn't summer just so much fun?

12.35

i can't get it out of my head
this new friendship that we share
slowly getting to know each other
when spending more time together

i'm starting to like you
i know my parents already do
a real gentleman and a guy with ambitions
how can anyone not fall for your charms

as i play with your hair and brush it with my fingers
it all seems just so normal, comfortable and so right
as you stand close to me, i take in your scent
i smile and sigh, hoping i wasn't too obvious

i'd miss you when you're not around
'cause you keep me company when i'm alone
real thoughtful as you lend me your books
oh couldn't you just get any sweeter at all

i immediately smile when anyone says your name
and i might talk about you, just a little bit too much
my heart's restless when i don't see you around
even more when you are and don't say hi

i don't want to jinx anything by overthinking this
if we ever we become more or remain just friends
that's all in the future we'll have to wait and see
for now, i'll simply make the most of this friendship we share

xKx

21.53

half full or half empty
how do you view the water in the glass
half empty; the glass used to be full
half full; there's still something left to drink
half empty; what if it's not enough, you need more
half full; still enough to satisfy your thirst
half empty today can be half full tomorrow
oh well, i guess life's interesting that way

xKx

21.18

the disco lights are switched on
the music's blasting through the speakers
you find your feet tapping to the beat
and your head nodding to every word
closing your eyes, you just let it all go
lose all control and let the music move you

xKx

02.04

my heart's sad when i miss you
when i don't get to see you
when we don't get to talk
but i can't help but smile
everytime they mention your name
my heart starts beating fast
i seem to get all excited
filled with hope and happiness
and i just can't wait to see you again

xKx

19.17

can't seem to get you off my mind
thoughts of you are on constant reply
everytime i close my eyes
your face is all that i see
hope people don't think i'm crazy
when i smile so suddenly
i really miss you, that much is true
and i can't wait till i see you again

xKx

19.31

i think i'd do things slowly this time
take things easy and try to relax
there really shouldn't be any hurry
for every thing will turn out fine
nothing else to actually be worried about
after all, we're simply friends and nothing more

xKx

12.55

my heart has been broken before
but everytime it still hurts
because once it finally starts to heal
another one comes and slowly tears it apart

there's probably why i'm afraid
everytime a guy starts getting close
i slowly take a step backwards, away from him
afraid that what i'm feeling is some mistake

someday, one day, maybe the right guy would come
the one who could possibly break my heart to never heal
but he wouldn't, he wouldn't even let a fly hurt me
and the only tears i'll cry is of happiness and sheer joy

xKx

08.58

i thought i heard your laugh
my heart skipped a beat
i wanted it to be you
i wanted to see you so badly
but i guess i'm not that lucky

xKx

09.19

chances, i'm taking all i've got
with a little courage, i'm making changes
choosing to be happier, a bit more carefree
not being pressured into anything i don't wanna be
so full of hope for the future coming
can't wait to see what's in store for me

xKx

dance

dance, let it all out
dance, show me what you got
dance, who care who's watching
dance, move to the beat
dance, who care if you're alone
dance, release all your stress
dance, the floor's all yours
dance, you know you're having fun
dance, just let it all go
and let the music take control

xKx

23.09

don't really wanna get my hopes up
i'd only end up disappointed and hurt
i should learn to live without expectations
but this i know is easier said than done
getting some sleep will help for now
i'd be able to start fresh tomorrow
but sleep can only do so much
unable to really cure a broken heart

xKx

08.43

4 words
took only a minute to say it
but now it's stuck in my ears ringing

4 words
it was what i was avoiding to hear
it's something i didn't want to know

4 words
from cloud nine, i cam tumbling down

4 words
and i woke up from all the dreaming

1 word
yes, just one little word
that's all it took my break my heart

xKx

01.38

i'm sad you didn't say goodbye
like you always do when you're leaving
there was no 'beso beso', not even a wave
you didn't even glance my way
maybe next time it'll be different
hoping, maybe i'd get to see your smile then

xKx

10.35

drowning myself in work
i try and keep myself busy
to keep my mind off it
to keep myself too tired to think
to be too tired to feel anything else
don't really want to think about it
don't wanna feel what my heart does
for it'd be easier to laugh or smile like that

xKx

09.54

i'm giving my heart the rest it deserves
allowing my mind to have a break
it's been thinking a bit too much
but sometimes i just really miss you alot
and then maybe my heart can't wait to see you again
today may not be my lucky day
but maybe tomorrow, fingers crossed
giving me something to look forward to

xKx

16.40

i should have gotten better at this
staring at him from afar
and crushing from a distance
afraid to make that one step to him
i know to not stand too close
i might laugh a little louder or smile just a bit more
and scared it'd become too obvious
i just want to keep this little secret
though at times i want to shout it out
but afraid you wouldn't feel the same
maybe you'd make the first move
maybe you'd find someone else
so until then i'd keep a good distance
and stare at you til my heart's satisfied

xKx