Monday 30 November 2009

15.37



i'm on a plane to Rome
sitting by this window seat
looking out, all i see are clouds
all white, so peaceful and calm
anything else i see is a dot
and from your point of view down there
i'm part of the sky now
xKx

Sunday 29 November 2009

00.53



all the stress is getting to me
i'm unsure how to deal with it
i want to scream to let it all out
also want to cry when it gets too much
i just want everything to be over with
to wake up from this nightmare
and get rid of this terrible headache
so i don't have to feel so blue
xKx

Saturday 28 November 2009

13.13



i just want to write
my mind is screaming
my thoughts are floating
time is passing by

my dreams told me a story
while my mind has it on replay
i try to put it down on paper
before i slowly start to forget

like a fountain, it all just pours out
overflowing, word after word, line after line
being written down almost effortlessly
making it become a beautiful story to share
xKx

Thursday 26 November 2009

12.04



i'm staring at the board
all i hear and see are numbers
but all i can think of are words
all meaningless unless put together
so i'm trying to make them rhyme
and all i came up with are these six lines
xKx

Monday 23 November 2009

00.40



i know i've just been wasting time
by sitting here and daydreaming
i can't really help it, can't be stopped
because it's constantly on my mind

i've got all the inspiration that i need
mix it with some music to finish a song
but all i'd rather do is stay in bed
stare at the ceiling and dream of you
xKx

Friday 20 November 2009

13.17



things seem to be slowly changing
people are starting to have their assumptions
and giving their opinions on matters of the heart
but why am i the one under pressure
while you stand there quite clueless
although i don't really want you to know
afraid things just won't turn out right
xKx

Monday 16 November 2009

02.26



what do you do
when what was hypothetical before
is now slowly becoming reality

how do you deal
with all the thoughts and feelings
that's clouding your mind and filling your heart

when do you stop
overthinking each word, each line, each laugh
or overanalysing every scenario and every conversation

how do you know
if you're ready, if it's true or if it's right
and that's time to stop daydreaming because it's real

when do you know
that you should stop thinking and make a decision
to just let go and move on or maybe hold on, just a little tighter
xKx

Saturday 14 November 2009

00.17



missing you is an understatement
there are no words to really describe how i feel
i feel this emptiness and loneliness of being incomplete
there's this longing and the restlessness of the heart

through the crowd, i keep on looking
for that familiar face i want to see
i listen to all the sounds and conversations
hoping that i might be able to just hear your laugh

because of that, i'd know that you're around
and i would be able to see your smile
only then i wouldn't be so sad or lonely
because i don't have to miss you anymore
xKx

Tuesday 10 November 2009

18.33



being unlucky in love is the reason i forgot what love was about
but one day, all that changed for i started believing again
thanks to that unforgettable summer
i was staring to think there might be hope for me

there you were, another friendly face
a new friend, with a potential of being more
but i'm taking things slowly, there's no need to rush
don't really want to fall if i'm gonna get hurt in the end again
xKx

Thursday 5 November 2009

01.57



love hasn't always gone my way before
everytime i fall, i just get hurt even more
tears were always shed for someone who couldn't stay
so i put my heart aside and leave love for some other day

maybe love isn't just for me
i gave up searching for something i couldn't see
i wanted something no one could give
everytime i got scared, i would just leave

i'm a hopeless romantic who believed in fairytales
but now i'm one of those who has given up on true love
no more daydreaming, no more wishing on stars
reality has set in that maybe love isn't for me
xKx