16.20

i hope you know i really miss you
your company, our conversations
and the stories and secrets that we share
not exactly sure which one i miss more
the way that you smile or laugh
or the way that you make me laugh
i even miss the funny faces you make
and all the teasing that you always do
although the mature jokes i can do without
i miss the hugs you give when i need them
and the afternoons we spend just talking
you're an unexpected friend that i don't want to forget
and i simply wouldn't have it any other way

xKx

15.22

i'm slowly losing my inspiration
i'm running out of things to say
i'd start something i can't finish
i'm not sure what i really want to do
but like a puzzle with a missing piece
i won't be complete 'till i find you

xKx

15.33

i'd get lost in the music
and dance all night long
i'd sing as loud as i can
pour all emotions in the song
i could cry myself to sleep
or drink to temporarily forget
i'd look for comfort in my friends
as they bring chocolate, ice cream and tissues
when i'm all by myself, i'd pray for strength and healing
as there's only so much pain my broken heart can bear

xKx

18.01

i put my ipod on shuffle
and i've got my speakers on high
drown out everything else around
i'd be stuck in my own little world
and let the music do the talking

xKx

17.57

i feel so very tired
my feet are aching
my eyelids are heavy
my emotions have run high
i don't want to think
or even feel right now
i just want to sleep
forget for a while
then wake up for life goes on

xKx

22.14

it's the simple things that you do
that's got me slowly falling for you
it's when you stand a little too close to me
that gives me the butterflies in my stomach

it's the way that we always get along
that allows me to be so comfortable
it's like we've known each other for so long
that we simply understand one another

it's how comfortable we are even in silence
that i constantly look for and miss your company
it's in your eyes and the way that you smile
that makes me heart beat so i know it's real

xKx

22.04

a new year means a brand new start
we make resolutions we're meant to keep
whatever happened the year before is now a memory
and any mistake made is a lesson to be learned
we grow older and wiser with each day
and there's people we meet that's here to stay
now we're a step closer to reaching our dreams
there's no stopping us now as we conquer our fears

xKx

13.50

it's dark outside and the moon is already out
the night gets quieter as it's almost midnight
the river's still while the stars start to show
i'm slowly falling asleep, sitting here by my window
can't help but smile, as my dreams are filled with you
and i'd be waking up to a beautiful sunrise

xKx

17.12

i'm staring out the window again
not sure how long i've been sitting here
i'd look real sad to anyone who passes by
i know i shouldn't really be like this
but i can't help it if i feel this way
so i lie down, close my eyes and try to sleep
hoping to wake up without this aching feeling

xKx

16.55

overthinking isn't really good
nothing actually comes out of it
i'd only get more stressed at every thought
my frustrations build as i figure out my worries
i'd even fall asleep, staring at the ceiling, thinking
i'm so deep in my thoughts that i always seem to be out of it
constantly distracted -- i can't focus on anything else

xKx

16.42

i'm learning to keep my distance from you
eventhough i'm not sure why it hurts
there's just this aching feeling of longing
and the nervousness whenever you're around
as if the room gets smaller and i can't breathe
so i'll say this as honestly as i can
i miss you and i'll leave it at that

xKx

15.52

overthinking things isn't really necessary
but i can't seem to get it off my mind
talking about it certainly doesn't help at all
not sure what can be done to change the situation

there's really no one to blame for this
what's probably left is just some pride
you're not making the first move and neither will i
so nothing's happening and we're running out of time

we can always just let things be
and maybe it'll somehow fix itself
it's a new year so it'll be a brand new start
and maybe, just maybe, we'd both be alright

xKx

20.06

it's actually getting on my nerves
i'm annoyed and just really frustrated
i don't remember when or how this started
all i know is this awkward feeling around you

we don't talk like we used to
we don't even say hi anymore
it's like you're not really there
we simply ignore each other

i don't know what to do to change things
and what if it's only me who feels this way
i'd hate to lose a friend over something this silly
maybe i'll just let it be and somehow it'll be alright

xKx

21.06

polka dots everywhere and fruits of one shape
i've got coins in both pockets and the champagne's ready
we're outside watching some early fireworks
while the tv's switched on as we await for the countdown
we slowly start counting down from ten
then here it is, the clock strikes midnight
we scream, shout and then give each other a hug
and as we watch the fireworks display in awe,
i'm glad to have welcomed the new year with you

xKx

16.56

sipping on hot chocolate never felt so good
especially after playing out in the snow
we didn't care if it was actually freezing cold
'cause gloves in hand and layer upon layer 'till we're warm
but now inside, the fireplace and this hot chocolate
that's what makes it all worthwhile

xKx

16.49

looking out excitedly outside the window
i'm happy and surprised to see it's snowing
what was green before is now icy white
so i'll build a snowman while you make your snow angel
once that's done, we'll have a snowball fight and have some fun

xKx