03.46

i should stop staring at you when you're not looking
if i continue, i'm afraid i'd be in too deep
i need to avoid your smile, most especially your eyes
because i'd probably fall for you harder than i already do

i don't really intend to make the first move
and i'll soon be tired waiting for you to altleast try
but i don't want to lose a friend either
if you actually don't feel the same way

things are already slowly changing
all because of how i feel for you
but i'm still protective of my heart
which is why i'm keeping my distance

only time can tell what's in store in the future
if only i had a time machine or fast forward button
because i really want to know what will happen
so i can try to forget the agony of waiting

xKx

03.48

i'm not sure anymore
of how to act around you
i'm so very confused
can't feel what's on your mind

seems we don't talk like before
we're slowly drifting apart
maybe i should learn to stay away
avoid you or pretend you're not there

i don't really know what i'd get out of this
maybe i'm falling for you too fast too soon
this is probably the way to protect my little heart
from any more pain and sadness that liking you will bring

xKx

20.55

just how much can my confused little heart handle
when mixed emotions and crossed signals get in the way
because three guys and one heart doesn't really add up

one's an old crush, it's been three years
until now, i'm still crushing from afar
remaining just good friends, nothing more, nothing less

another is becoming a good friend
sooner or later, the teasing would start
on second thought, it might have started already

the last one has become a close friend of mine
other people are somehow used to seeing us together
while others actually want us to be more than just close friends

three different guys
three different crushes
three sets of butterflies

xKx

03.45

i'm not sure anymore
of how to act around you
i'm so very confused
can't read what's on your mind

seems we don't talk like before
we're slowly drifting apart
maybe i should learn to stay away
avoid you or pretend you're not there

i don't really know what i'd get out of this
maybe i'm falling for you too fast too soon
this is probably the way to protect my little heart
from any more pain and sadness that liking you will bring

xKx

11.56

because Christmas is near
i can't help but be excited
wrapping gifts to put under the Christmas tree
and singing Christmas songs at all Christmas parties

the colorful lights and the sparkly decor
fill the streets and houses i pass by
santa claus and his Christmas elves are ready too
ready to send cheer to all kids around the world

it's always been my favorite time of the year
so when September comes, i start counting down
i look forward to Simbang-gabi and Noche Buena
and most especially spending more time with friends and family

xKx

12.05

i miss you -- understatement of the year
no other way to describe how i really feel
feeling helpless knowing this out of my control
at the same time wishing you're feeling the same way

i miss you -- that much i know is true
my heart's restless 'till i see you again
can't really explain why i feel this way
i'd fall asleep hoping to dream about you

xKx

12.13

i've got all the motivation i need to write
but not exactly what i'd call inspiration
ranting is what i'm actually doing
putting all my heartache and sadness in words
this way seems to be so much safer
there'd be no hangover in the morning
just a reminder when i look back one day
of the on time i felt so vulnerable, so breakable

xKx

16.16

i keep replaying it in my mind
the way you laugh, the way you smile
the way you always try to make a joke
though not really funny, i still laugh along

it's so easy and comfortable to be around you
i always look forward to our life story conversations
where i enjoy learning more about you every time
and most of the time, you actually talk more than i do

though it's just been a while, you've been a good friend
somehow you can cheer me up whenever i'm down
and it can't be helped that you're real cute too
with all that, i'm just very glad i met you

xKx

15.54

my mind is tired from thinking
my heart is heavy from feeling
not exactly sure on how or what i should feel
or for whom would the feelings be for
confused little heart of mine is crying
both the happy tears and for another broken heart
who do i turn to now for comfort and advice
when someone once told me to follow my heart
which has led me to the situation i am in now

xKx